I swear...

My mind works better into the night
My mind works better under stress
My mind works better in fear
My mind works better with a beat to follow
My mind works better in the absence of voice
My mind works better when directed by myself
My mind works better behind the glowing pixels of this LED panel
My mind works better when stimulated by caffeine
My mind works better when my sanity is nowhere to be found
My mind works better when it is gone.
My mind doesn't work at all...